The Crater
They came to the edge of the crater.
The captain halted, lifted up his arm.
His men crept forward and peered down
into the smoking darkness from the rim.
They massed behind him, held their weapons tight.
The great explosion started underground,
erupted on the skyline with a flash,
drove up a clod the size of a large house
which hung for seconds, hurtled down,
leaving in their rear a wedge-shaped mound.
Smoke drew a cloudy arm across the sun.
Bits of debris covered up the field:
a tattered flag, a sole-less boot,
a cannon wheel half-buried in the ruck;
a photograph of someone's wife and child.
Dead and dying men lay all around.
What were his orders? He forgot.
He glanced over his shoulder, failed to see
the promised reinforcements fall in line.
What next? they all were thinking as they stood
silent and waiting, pausing at the lip.
To go back was impossible;
to stay there would invite a fresh attack.
They could see nothing from the edge -
no breadth and no circumference
which in the dawn seemed shifting, limitless.
Around the thing or down into the pit?
And what had happened to the enemy -
the ones, that is, who had survived?
It yawned beneath them, depth unknown.
A thousand men suspended on the brink
who without order or command
let out a shout, plunged into it.
Black Swans
Before we married,
long before you died
you wanted me to see them
from the window of a train.
They lived in their reflection,
we in ours, did nothing
to attract the gaze
of children as we rattled past.
And there they were
just as you said they'd be,
making no ripple
on the tensile lake -
the cob heraldic
in among the reeds;
the pen's head hidden
under her black wing.
I hardly saw them
but the moment was enough
for them to enter and come back again
now that I need to find you
being gone. See that?
you said it's yours to keep.
And yes, I've kept them
from that day to this
wearing death's plumage, unaware
of their own specialness
like birds encountered in a dream
or in a mirage shimmering.
The Boy Who'd Lived Before
Wake up. It's time to go. A distant sea
is lapping at your door.
Remember how it lulled you into sleep?
You've seen this place before:
in dreams perhaps
of when you were that child -
the other life you fell through into this
where someone called you
by a different name
and planes came to the island,
making runways on the beach.
We'll take you back to see if you can find
some feature you might recognise:
the white house with a creaking gate
half-hidden by the dunes;
your brother and your sister
waving from the lane; the flecks
of gold-dust in your other mother's eyes.
Off the Map
A map of tiles
on the train station wall.
The sepia wash of nicotine
has left them creamy, cracked.
And still you can trace
the obsolete routes
that criss-crossed the land
before we were born.
the residue of Empire:
rail track, coalmines, mills -
lost cities on the edge of things
that were important once
but since have slipped
and have no place
in the complesx design
that seems to hold
it all together now
on these invisible
conceptual strings.
It's here you'll find
what's left of trade,
of rule and politics.
Why is it no one chose to show
the places off the map;
the far-off places
where we never go
except to see the dead
or visit relatives? Where a girl
with a battered suitcase waits
on some deserted platform for a train
to rush her through the flatlands,
past fields of oil-seed rape
where promise keeps receding
to these backwater towns
at the end of the line
that offer no escape.
Standards
My father sang the standards
through the long months of the strike:
When Day Is Done, My Foolish Heart.
A poor man's Frank Sinatra
in striped suit and straight black tie
he'd step into the spotlight,
gently tap the waiting mike.
his flattedned vowels drifted through
the crowded concert room.
Anything was better
that the failing picket line.
He sang, the women swooned:
Speak Softly Love, My Kind of Town.
There was snow and bitter fighting.
My father slicked his hair back,
disappeared into the night
and one by one
the earmarked pits shut down.
A Cabin in the Woods
One bare room, a big brass bed,
a sampler there above it
on the wall, a quilt
thrown back to emphasise
a stark simplicity
I thought had vanished
with the Civil War.
Nothing to distract
my stranger's eye
and nothing to impress -
except a plain jug
on the windowsill
untouched, attracting light,
a family bible, leather-bound:
foxed pages, broken clasp.
On a nail behind the door
a threadbare homespun dress
made in the year that Grant and Lee
clashed in the Wilderness.